what i fell today..

god why am I so sad today? God forgive your servant, which is always wrong and can not make others happy, including mom and dad .. I often weak when considering all of the faults and weaknesses .. I'm often afraid of all the risks will I receive later I just always hope and never try to pursue all that I ask .. I can just see the happiness sat my friends with his family .. while I? I could only meet with my brothers, if a holiday only and rarely really joking with my family as well as by other family .. let alone a joke, talk or get together with my course it's already become the most beautiful what else could continue to be kissed hugged. friends .. anyone who read it to me you are lucky enough to be a child for having a good parent and attention to you .. aja remember we pesky one principle although there is certainly still more bad luck .. yes friends smile and spirit